Life of Akazuma

I keep looking for some hope. I guess its time to leave. But i can’t do that. What should i do? Did i need to beg to get her back or what? Its something i hate to do. But its better than i regret forever. I already lose someone before and i also losing another girl before. This new girl, i hope it can be forever. Its something i can’t forget even both of us know we like each other. Both of us considered that we really good friends and have chemistry. Seems we know how to answer each other. But its hard..

Sometimes, i feel bad. Sometimes i feel happy. When i talk to her, i feel like i’m satisfy with my life even i know i’m not happy deeply in my heart. But thats another happy feeling in my heart and i cannot seperate it. Nothing we can do even we want. We know each other too short and i believe its hurt for me to capture her heart easily after she already love other guy. So, i guess its time to pull back. But if i got the chance to stole her, i will do that and that will my last attack.

I guess need to buy more ebook to learn more how to earn money online. Its needed to raise my fund. I hope i can do that and have full support from my friends like titan, rina, gan, ain and others. Just hope my best and pray for me. I can do that and i believe i can do that.

Turn to business mode. Need to find others method to increasing my fund. I want to buy house and car. Seems like my fund is not enough for 10 years. Just hope i will manage to do something about that. I know its really hard. But i believe i can do that.

Ps: People and finance. Something we cannot seperate unless we never have problem in our financial.

Pss: Today is her birthday. But she already married. I hope she happy and have many cute kids.