Life of Akazuma

Feel weird today. One girl said, she love me. Its crazy in first place. But i understand why she said something like that and how it happen and why she start to loving me since 4 years ago. Its really shock to me because i know her feeling from long time ago. Just i’m not intend to make our relation looks bad.

NOthing i can do and i never said i can promise her anything. I’m still single and still want to seek for financial freedom and freedom of life. Thats why i not really care about love even i know right now i’m in pain mode. She really love to play with me. Not this girls, another cute girl that i talk before. Did you still remember about that cute mistery girl?

Ps: I just hope my melayu boleh guts will better than 2 years ago. Why? I wonder..

I hate to admit that i love one girl. It painful because i know that person love somebody and i only can grab that person only if that person break with his lover. I don’t want to hope the bad thing for her. But what i want to say i only will take my chance if she alone. Right now, i’m just keep trying my best to make sure she think i’m not a bad guy. Did you think i’m a loser to do something like that?

I don’t care. But will never ask her to leave his lover only because me unless she said she love me. But its hard right and i know its super difficult situation and i don’t think my super melayu boleh guts can help me a lots. I know not many people think i’m a good guy because want to steal girl from others man hand. But my closed advice me another killer suggestion. He said” The best men, wins!” Its doesn’t matter if you do bad thing or not. But once you caught her heart, nothing can cut it. Think again. Might be he is right. I just need to keep trying..

Ps: Did you ever face this pain situation in your life? If yes, share with us in comment section.

The thing is people keep crazy every single days. I wonder why people really love to envy someone else when you cannot do anything by yourself. Its simple answer. People never want to admit that their are weak creature. Am i right? Or my Melayu Boleh spirit change their colour? Crazy huh!

Sometimes,  i thought i’m a great guy. But sometimes, i feel i’m a weakest guy that time. So, poeple always feel like that without their think its a right or not. Sometimes, human love to blame others people and forgot about their mistake. Its common thing in this common earth. You not born from Jupiter, you are Earth people. So, act like Earth people. In others name, it also our green Earth or Blue Planet. Malay people always said its “Malay Earth”. Weird name right? Hoho!

Ps: Melayu Boleh contest have few days. Bro, i hope you can caught others contestant. I just help you what i can do. But don’t forget to treat me roti canai eh! Its hurts if you not do that to this pain blogger..