Life of Akazuma

I wonder what should i do if she really engaged in this 2-3 weeks. I know its hard for me to stop her to do that because she love that person. But i know she have problem with that person and its hard for me to do about that. Its up to her to choose between me and him. I know she love me too. But she love that person first before know about me and its hard for her to leave that person because of me. She know that person family and they in same town. Its super hard to undo what have done. The relationship of 2 family is too closed. Its hard me to break that unless that girl really want to choose me badly. Huh..

I just come back from mosque. Do terawih like always i did every year. Seems like that the only moment i can treat myself and make me feel calm. I just pray that she will turn to me. Its really bad to pray and ask something like that before she engaged? I only will give up if she marry with that person. I just do what i need to do and never cross the gate of hell. Huhu..

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Between money and girl. Which one you will choose? Its hard for me to choose because i love both. I love to make money online and of course i love money. I also love my future cute girl. Thats why never ask me to choose between them. Its hard decision and i don’t think i will choose. I rather to choose both even you have M-16 in your hand. Haha..

Finance, Money and Girl. This 3 thing are important in my life. I know we need many important thing in our life. Its hard to make a final decision. Sometimes we need to let it go and sometimes we cannot take all with us. Its hard and people love to play with that decision even we know its crazy thing. But why it keep happen and repeated every time in our life? I’m tired to thought about that and i believe she also tired like us.

Ps: I admit that sometimes we need to let it go..

I try to do something different. Of course its not about how to make money or do anything about financial. I try to drink more white water or sky juice. Why? I don’t know because i feel that i really need that water this week. Might be because i play badminton too much every evening. Its really tired even i’m having fun. So, i’m not really care about that and what i need to do just keep drink that white water.

What is sky juice or white water? Its just normal water that we drink everyday. I believe all people know about it and it have many advantages to drink a lots of that water. I’m not interested to tell you that good point of sky juice. But i admit that its really great and delicious. I believe you already drink that water that have taste like heaven. Hoho..i got that sentence from one korean drama series. But i forgot the title. Haha..

Ps: Sometimes, drink more water give you more energy than others drink. Forget about alcohol or coffee. Drink more white water and have great health today.