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Life: Work as Spy or Fire Fighter?

Tuesday, October 27th, 2009

I’m happy because both of us manage to talk. I call her. She answer it happily. We talk like we fall in love for long time. Both of us know about our feeling. My feeling. She’s feeling. But both of us know our love is another part of art. Another part of life. Another part of suffer. Another part of hardness. Seems like its really hard for us together unless God help us. What can i do, just pray and keep pray. Hope my pray got accepted and its happen like i want, like we want.

We know that we cannot be together. But its fine with me to be at his side forever and back up her with anything i can. Its difficult task compare work as spy or fire fighter job. Its better i guess. What we need to do, keep our distance and never let others people know about our feeling. But i know, its hard like titanium stone..

Ps: One question. Did both of us love each other?

La Tahzan..

Tuesday, October 20th, 2009

janganbersedih

Ps: Something for us. Together..

Hosting Problem

Sunday, October 18th, 2009

Seems some of my hosting have weird behaviour. I guess i need to ask that hosting why its happen. Might be i have done something wrong with that. Huh..

Need to come back today. My vacation already reach the limit. So, need to work and work like crazy again. Its better than i never do anything. So, i hope more people will happy today. Including her. I hope she happy..