Life of Akazuma

That girl? You mean that cute girl?

Wait. wait. I will tell you more. But i need to tell you one thing. Yahh. We might be like each other. But i still don’t know if we already have same feeling or not. Or we just pity each other or not. Anything can happen but like others people said, its much more better if i ask her personally. Might be i will ask her in right time and i will take a chance to do that in good time. No need to rush because she still answer all my weird question. All girls know, if some men try to message them and message again in few days, then start to calling them. What is that means? Easily, that men fall in love with that girls.

So, i will never do that. Wait. I already tell her with my body language that i like her. Might be just giving me a chance. Might be she also waiting the right time to tell me that she not like me. Maybe. Anything can happen. Yahh. Anything can happen. Worse or good. Anything..

Ps: Just in this 2-3 days. I’m busy with my offline work.

Valentine Day. Did you celebrate that day? 4-5 years ago, i celebrate that with some cute girls. Of course not in same time. But in different time and situation. You want them to kill me and tell them that i have another cute girl? That’s not necessary, right? Ok. Focus back to Valentine day. To be honest, i’m not interested with that day. To me, everyday is happy day with someone i love, someone i want to be my life partner. But it not works to girls. To them, valentine day is special day to them. They just give some reason to celeberate that day. Another honest confession, i hate valentine day. Never ask me why. I just hate it. It will give more bad news that good news. You can read at newspaper or on internet. There are many bad news about Valentine Day. Believe it or not. It was up to you.

Last year and another 2nd last year, i never celeberate that day because i have no one to celebrate. To be honest, i runaway when some cute girl ask me to date for that day. Remember, i hate that day. That’s why i run. I don’t care what they will thought about me. But if i hate something, i will never do that. This is not a way to show your love to someone you love. It was many method to do that. We can do that everyday. Just we need to do that first.

This year, i never intend to do that even if that cute girl ask me for date. We already saw each other for first time. I hope for 2nd time, it was the time she confess that she love me. I know both of us still puzzle with our weird relationship. We don’t want many people know about our relationship. We know each other in weird connection. I love her voice. I believe she also love my voice. Just i admit she just too quiet. It was hard to make she laugh. I try my best to do that in natural way. If not, she will never laugh or smiles. She tell me, it was hard to make she smiles and i manage to do that. She also tell me that it was hard for her to talk with anyone even at her workplace unless if someone talk to her first. The crazy thing is she never have any his workplace phone number! This is another weirdest thing i know about this cute girl. Haiya, you should know at least one or two person. If not, it will be hard for you.

Ps: Please, you need to wake up and do your best.

People keep asking and asking until they get the answer they want. But i don’t think asking is always the best solution. I don’t know why. But that’s how i feel about that missing chapter. I wonder why girls love pink and men don’t. I wonder why girls love cheese cake but men love red bun. I wonder why girls love wearing sexy shirt but men love to wearing singlet. It full with wondering and suprises.

Now, if you think you have the answer of your question. Shout it clearly to your mind. If you think discussing your problem with other people will help you, just do that. But remember, do that clearly and never think that will solve your problem. If it solved, its good. If not, you might be create another disaster.

Ps: I love disaster and create problem. But i hate answering question.