Time to start something before it become too late. I need to do something better. Some investment might be a good chance to start something new. I believe i need something new and i hope i can found that.

People love to do many thing in one day. It will get stuck unless you know how to manage your time wisely. If not, never do some big adjustment in your life. If not, you just mess your day. I believe you know when the times comes, you just need to take some action. Then, you can believe you be able to face that moment.

Ps: Start new life. That’s my new investment. huh!

Wait. wait. I will tell you more. But i need to tell you one thing. Yahh. We might be like each other. But i still don’t know if we already have same feeling or not. Or we just pity each other or not. Anything can happen but like others people said, its much more better if i ask her personally. Might be i will ask her in right time and i will take a chance to do that in good time. No need to rush because she still answer all my weird question. All girls know, if some men try to message them and message again in few days, then start to calling them. What is that means? Easily, that men fall in love with that girls.

So, i will never do that. Wait. I already tell her with my body language that i like her. Might be just giving me a chance. Might be she also waiting the right time to tell me that she not like me. Maybe. Anything can happen. Yahh. Anything can happen. Worse or good. Anything..

Ps: Just in this 2-3 days. I’m busy with my offline work.

I sent message to her today. She reply back in few seconds. She always reply fast. Unless if her handphone not with her like when she go to bath, cooking, do some sports or when she teaching at class. Ahh, forgot to tell you. She work as teacher. Very shy and quiet girl. Hehe..

Sounds cold. She like in different league now. Might be she have problem and i never want to ask about it. Might be she want me to ask her out for Valentine day. But i will never do that because right now, i’m far away from her place. It takes around 4 hours to reach at her house. So, it almost impossible for me to date with her. Might be she angry with me because never want to date her for 2nd times or she already hate me? Haha..anything can happen. That’s why i just try my best to grab her heart and do my best. Either i got her or not, it depend on us and God. If i got her, i’m happy. Alhamdulillah. This is mean, my doa was give me a good result. I hope. I want her..and Allah bless us forever.

Yahh. Dear, i want you. But in same time, i also want you to love me.

Last year and another 2nd last year, i never celeberate that day because i have no one to celebrate. To be honest, i runaway when some cute girl ask me to date for that day. Remember, i hate that day. That’s why i run. I don’t care what they will thought about me. But if i hate something, i will never do that. This is not a way to show your love to someone you love. It was many method to do that. We can do that everyday. Just we need to do that first.

This year, i never intend to do that even if that cute girl ask me for date. We already saw each other for first time. I hope for 2nd time, it was the time she confess that she love me. I know both of us still puzzle with our weird relationship. We don’t want many people know about our relationship. We know each other in weird connection. I love her voice. I believe she also love my voice. Just i admit she just too quiet. It was hard to make she laugh. I try my best to do that in natural way. If not, she will never laugh or smiles. She tell me, it was hard to make she smiles and i manage to do that. She also tell me that it was hard for her to talk with anyone even at her workplace unless if someone talk to her first. The crazy thing is she never have any his workplace phone number! This is another weirdest thing i know about this cute girl. Haiya, you should know at least one or two person. If not, it will be hard for you.

Ps: Please, you need to wake up and do your best.

Sometimes, i feel she like me. Sometimes, i thought she play with me. Sometimes, she really like loving me. Sometimes, we feel like strangers. The weirdest thing is we only meet one times. The moment i saw her, i already think, might be she is my girl. It was hard. I try to forget her. I try to not remember that cute girl. I try to not contact her. For a few days. But she comes and ask me for something. I know she can ask others. But she have no choice and ask me. I know she is another independent girl. But before they become independent, they are stupid, shy and quiet girl. So, i know what kind of girl of her. Even i cannot predict 100% like i want, it goes just like i thought and it happen to all cute girls i know before. They are alike. That’s another miracle which created by Allah. I believe she will be mine. Just i need to work hard. If not, she just need to do walk away..

Another thing i found about her today. She know what i’m thinking. But she never know, i have 2nd, 3rd and many thought even if she can predict my way of thinking. I know she is good. But she never found someone better than her. That’s why i’m two step further than her. Sorry, but i know the way of your thinking..

Ps: She bored today. She don’t know what do at her home. Might be she can do some sports? Hoho..

Ps: Might be it good for that cute girl. Who know she hate it? Haha..

Yahh. Sometimes, she trying to lie. I know how girls try their best to cheat us. It was easy. They will feel uneasy and unsecure. If you strike at the right time, you can make she admit her mistake and she will ask for forgiveness because try to cheat you. Believe me, girls love to cheat. You can said it was normal situation. But beware, if you got caught that you try to cheat them, you can get lost from that cute girl life. She will never trust you again. Girls are allowed to cheat, but we are forbidden to do that. It was unfair, right?

She like me.

Ps: Did you think she will choose me as her life partner?

To me, its hard. Because we live in different state even we in same country. We work at different place but still in my range to reach her. Just around 25 km from my work place. So, we just can contact each other by phone. That’s the only way to reach her and of course, i need to call her first. She know the rules. Man must call girl if they want that girl. if not, never thought you can have her in first place.

So, what should i do next? I already doing my best. I know she like me to. But to fall in love, i need some progress. I know many people like her too. But i’m already manage to get her phone number. Manage to call her and the good thing she love humor even i can said that she is another cute and quiet girl. She love to laugh when i make some jokes. Might be all girls like that. Love some humor from someone they like. Am i right?

Arghh..cannot find any solution. Need to do some walk..

Ps: Love to cute girl is hard. We need to compete with others handsome guys to get this cute girl heart. Hehe..

Yahh. Sometimes, we need to keep quiet. Sometimes, we need to make havoc and do something crazy. It was needed and we must find a good time to do it. When? Only God know about the time. We just need to pray and keep waiting.

Ps: Being nice always my priority.

Discuss about many thing. Politic, games, computer, technology and girls. He already have cute girl friends. Envy with him. But nothing i can do. Just keep busy with my job and just hope i can find someone suit with me. But i do miss her.

Ps: I still have few days to spend for my vacation. Hope can find something different.