Valentine Day. Did you celebrate that day? 4-5 years ago, i celebrate that with some cute girls. Of course not in same time. But in different time and situation. You want them to kill me and tell them that i have another cute girl? That’s not necessary, right? Ok. Focus back to Valentine day. To be honest, i’m not interested with that day. To me, everyday is happy day with someone i love, someone i want to be my life partner. But it not works to girls. To them, valentine day is special day to them. They just give some reason to celeberate that day. Another honest confession, i hate valentine day. Never ask me why. I just hate it. It will give more bad news that good news. You can read at newspaper or on internet. There are many bad news about Valentine Day. Believe it or not. It was up to you.
Last year and another 2nd last year, i never celeberate that day because i have no one to celebrate. To be honest, i runaway when some cute girl ask me to date for that day. Remember, i hate that day. That’s why i run. I don’t care what they will thought about me. But if i hate something, i will never do that. This is not a way to show your love to someone you love. It was many method to do that. We can do that everyday. Just we need to do that first.
This year, i never intend to do that even if that cute girl ask me for date. We already saw each other for first time. I hope for 2nd time, it was the time she confess that she love me. I know both of us still puzzle with our weird relationship. We don’t want many people know about our relationship. We know each other in weird connection. I love her voice. I believe she also love my voice. Just i admit she just too quiet. It was hard to make she laugh. I try my best to do that in natural way. If not, she will never laugh or smiles. She tell me, it was hard to make she smiles and i manage to do that. She also tell me that it was hard for her to talk with anyone even at her workplace unless if someone talk to her first. The crazy thing is she never have any his workplace phone number! This is another weirdest thing i know about this cute girl. Haiya, you should know at least one or two person. If not, it will be hard for you.
Sometimes, i feel she like me. Sometimes, i thought she play with me. Sometimes, she really like loving me. Sometimes, we feel like strangers. The weirdest thing is we only meet one times. The moment i saw her, i already think, might be she is my girl. It was hard. I try to forget her. I try to not remember that cute girl. I try to not contact her. For a few days. But she comes and ask me for something. I know she can ask others. But she have no choice and ask me. I know she is another independent girl. But before they become independent, they are stupid, shy and quiet girl. So, i know what kind of girl of her. Even i cannot predict 100% like i want, it goes just like i thought and it happen to all cute girls i know before. They are alike. That’s another miracle which created by Allah. I believe she will be mine. Just i need to work hard. If not, she just need to do walk away..
Another thing i found about her today. She know what i’m thinking. But she never know, i have 2nd, 3rd and many thought even if she can predict my way of thinking. I know she is good. But she never found someone better than her. That’s why i’m two step further than her. Sorry, but i know the way of your thinking..
Ps: She bored today. She don’t know what do at her home. Might be she can do some sports? Hoho..
