I still here, just forget to share something to all of you about my life and stuff. I just wonder if i should continue writing in this blog or just leave it like that.

Then, i decide, i will keep this blog and will update any post if i have time. It’s something hard because it need some part from my routine and task. I hope i can do something and done better next time.

Ps: Wonder..what kind of smiles she will show it to me..

I sent message to her today. She reply back in few seconds. She always reply fast. Unless if her handphone not with her like when she go to bath, cooking, do some sports or when she teaching at class. Ahh, forgot to tell you. She work as teacher. Very shy and quiet girl. Hehe..

Sounds cold. She like in different league now. Might be she have problem and i never want to ask about it. Might be she want me to ask her out for Valentine day. But i will never do that because right now, i’m far away from her place. It takes around 4 hours to reach at her house. So, it almost impossible for me to date with her. Might be she angry with me because never want to date her for 2nd times or she already hate me? Haha..anything can happen. That’s why i just try my best to grab her heart and do my best. Either i got her or not, it depend on us and God. If i got her, i’m happy. Alhamdulillah. This is mean, my doa was give me a good result. I hope. I want her..and Allah bless us forever.

Yahh. Dear, i want you. But in same time, i also want you to love me.