Life of Akazuma

Hoho..i’m no longer active blogger like before. It was hard to bring back my crazy mode after going hard in creative mode. But no need to angry or sad. I just need to be careful and just do what i have to do. Just being nice and always cheerful.

Yahh. Sometimes, we need to keep quiet. Sometimes, we need to make havoc and do something crazy. It was needed and we must find a good time to do it. When? Only God know about the time. We just need to pray and keep waiting.

Ps: Being nice always my priority.

Seems like she ignore me today. Its fine. I believe that day will come and i hope God with me. Sometimes, i feel like she like me. Sometimes, i don’t think she will love me. But our relationship goes like that. Seems nothing happen but people around us notice something already happen between us. We never want to admit it. But it seems like we can’t run away because people keep talking around behind us.

Why its happen like that? It’s that another part of love story. I’m not really sure. But i know that something going happen to me. Either i will crush or she will happy. Or something similiar like that. Its fine. When the time comes, just accept it and do our best. I hope she always happy even i want she share that happiness with me forever..

Talking something like this in this blog make me feel sick. But i have no alternative to show my feeling to her. I never tell any word like “love” or “like” to her. But both of us know that we already have something in our hearts. Thats why i keep my momentum and hope she will accidently said she love me. Haha..

Sounds crazy. But thats my hope. Ok. Need to go. Need to doing my duty. 5 times perday.