Life of Akazuma

HUh, i’m happy because she talk with me. Its not easy task and i know its easy to make money compare when i manage to talk with her. I know it sound silly but i don’t care. I believe most of you know if its happen to yourself, you also will do the same thing, right?

Got RM200 because my friends pay me after he borrow my money few month ago. Thanks because never forgot to pay the same amount every month. I hope he will keep this momentum. Not like others loaner who never pay me back my money after borrow it for long time. Huh!

Ps: Life become harder everyday. Did you believe money can buy happiness? Did you agree? I’m agree for certain situation. Money really can buy happiness for many reason.

I’m happy because both of us manage to talk. I call her. She answer it happily. We talk like we fall in love for long time. Both of us know about our feeling. My feeling. She’s feeling. But both of us know our love is another part of art. Another part of life. Another part of suffer. Another part of hardness. Seems like its really hard for us together unless God help us. What can i do, just pray and keep pray. Hope my pray got accepted and its happen like i want, like we want.

We know that we cannot be together. But its fine with me to be at his side forever and back up her with anything i can. Its difficult task compare work as spy or fire fighter job. Its better i guess. What we need to do, keep our distance and never let others people know about our feeling. But i know, its hard like titanium stone..

Ps: One question. Did both of us love each other?