Life of Akazuma

That girl? You mean that cute girl?

Wait. wait. I will tell you more. But i need to tell you one thing. Yahh. We might be like each other. But i still don’t know if we already have same feeling or not. Or we just pity each other or not. Anything can happen but like others people said, its much more better if i ask her personally. Might be i will ask her in right time and i will take a chance to do that in good time. No need to rush because she still answer all my weird question. All girls know, if some men try to message them and message again in few days, then start to calling them. What is that means? Easily, that men fall in love with that girls.

So, i will never do that. Wait. I already tell her with my body language that i like her. Might be just giving me a chance. Might be she also waiting the right time to tell me that she not like me. Maybe. Anything can happen. Yahh. Anything can happen. Worse or good. Anything..

Ps: Just in this 2-3 days. I’m busy with my offline work.

I’m happy because both of us manage to talk. I call her. She answer it happily. We talk like we fall in love for long time. Both of us know about our feeling. My feeling. She’s feeling. But both of us know our love is another part of art. Another part of life. Another part of suffer. Another part of hardness. Seems like its really hard for us together unless God help us. What can i do, just pray and keep pray. Hope my pray got accepted and its happen like i want, like we want.

We know that we cannot be together. But its fine with me to be at his side forever and back up her with anything i can. Its difficult task compare work as spy or fire fighter job. Its better i guess. What we need to do, keep our distance and never let others people know about our feeling. But i know, its hard like titanium stone..

Ps: One question. Did both of us love each other?

I keep looking for some hope. I guess its time to leave. But i can’t do that. What should i do? Did i need to beg to get her back or what? Its something i hate to do. But its better than i regret forever. I already lose someone before and i also losing another girl before. This new girl, i hope it can be forever. Its something i can’t forget even both of us know we like each other. Both of us considered that we really good friends and have chemistry. Seems we know how to answer each other. But its hard..