Life of Akazuma

Still tired. I got paid for some online program. Finish some review job and need to find friends immediately. Hope not too late and my father want to see me as soon as possible. Seems urgent.

Anyway, how many of you always crying when you remember the past? I mean the saddest part of your memory crawling in front of your mind and you start crying. What you gonna do?

Ps: Its saddest moment to me and someone. But i wonder if she remember about our moment.

This moment. I feel i want to kiss her. Why? Really miss her and deeply in my heart i feel empty.

I don’t know what to do this moment. Should i open my heart to new girl or do something about my past relationship. Its not easy to do that and i know its really take time to be able do that. How? Its another crazy question play in my mind. Sometimes, think its better than talk. But keep silence also a best partner for certain situation.  Melayu Boleh spirit? Its another stupid spirit and useless now. Might be for others, but not in this pain. Is this love?

Its pain. Do you believe i’m in pain?