Life of Akazuma » love story

Being honest and loyal person

akazuma — Sat, 28 Aug 2010 14:41:49 +0000

Just want to wish something to my dearest friends. Your status at facebook already change. I hope you will be find your great soul mate and never give up like what happen before. I also hope can marry her and never chance to your “crocodile mode” anymore. Being honest and loyal person. Then, you can see what you never seen before. I pray for your happiness.

Sometimes, you will never what will happen in your life even you already plan it for long time. Change, chance and fate, come with different form. So, be grateful and thankful that you still be able to be in loved and loving someone.

Life and Love

akazuma — Mon, 23 Aug 2010 02:37:01 +0000

I believe love can come in different way and image. Sometimes, it was hard to seen that. Sometimes, it was cruel and all of us know without pain we cannot see any single form of love. So, do you know the meaning of love?

Ps: Life and love. We cannot seperate this 2 form of art.

You are not Alone

akazuma — Sun, 12 Jul 2009 15:42:55 +0000

Believe it or not. You are not alone. I’m always behind you. Just hope people will know about that because i know you still alone and keep alone yourself because of your behaviour. I know you endure that feeling too much and you think its fine to handle it alone. Sometimes, you never know people around you saw inside you. Why you keep doing that and make others people suffer together with you?

So, believe me. You are not alone. We always behind you.

Ps: To someone i love 4 years ago. I still loving you forever. But i found new love. I found new cute girl.So, i love both of you. In different league. In different shoes. In different dimesion. But both love exist in myself. I just need happy because i can love many people in one time.

5 Times Perday

akazuma — Tue, 07 Jul 2009 11:57:06 +0000

Seems like she ignore me today. Its fine. I believe that day will come and i hope God with me. Sometimes, i feel like she like me. Sometimes, i don’t think she will love me. But our relationship goes like that. Seems nothing happen but people around us notice something already happen between us. We never want to admit it. But it seems like we can’t run away because people keep talking around behind us.

Why its happen like that? It’s that another part of love story. I’m not really sure. But i know that something going happen to me. Either i will crush or she will happy. Or something similiar like that. Its fine. When the time comes, just accept it and do our best. I hope she always happy even i want she share that happiness with me forever..

Talking something like this in this blog make me feel sick. But i have no alternative to show my feeling to her. I never tell any word like “love” or “like” to her. But both of us know that we already have something in our hearts. Thats why i keep my momentum and hope she will accidently said she love me. Haha..

Sounds crazy. But thats my hope. Ok. Need to go. Need to doing my duty. 5 times perday.

Pain Blogger Finance Management Kit

akazuma — Sat, 20 Jun 2009 11:15:17 +0000

I need to admit that i have feeling that she love me. I know about that because she also show a same response many times. Its hard and i guess she also can’t deny that. But both of us just need something like hint or momentum to make us admit it together. I wonder how that can happen and how it will happen. It become worst everyday because both of us try to show our feeling, but its still not happen. Its sounds stupid and like another fairy tales, right? Huuu..

How i can face her tomorrow and another days? She will leaving us in few days and i still cannot make her smiles about my feeling. If she thing i’m another useless guys who always talk crap, i guess its time for me to admit my loss. But i still don’t want to give up. I still believe God with me and her. So, i will try my best this few days and just hope she will give me a chance even i know its really hard..

Ps: I guess my finance management become better now. Thanks to my best friends who always help me. Just my love affair not really works. Hoho..

Forget to Love: Why should i love you?

akazuma — Sun, 24 May 2009 15:54:35 +0000

How you feel when someone love you? Its really hard right? But when i feel that, its really like this earth are under my control and you like you wan to buy anything you want or you think this world is nothing compare with your love. Haha, its really super happy moment to anyone including me. But its really great to be in love?

Love is not Melayu Boleh feeling. Its different and might be its against what melayu boleh feeling or spirit does. So, think deeply how love can change you and how love really can make you to be different. Huh!

Ps: People love to love each others. But they always forgot to love their ownself. Agree?

Saddest moment to me and someone

akazuma — Fri, 22 May 2009 06:36:43 +0000

Still tired. I got paid for some online program. Finish some review job and need to find friends immediately. Hope not too late and my father want to see me as soon as possible. Seems urgent.

Anyway, how many of you always crying when you remember the past? I mean the saddest part of your memory crawling in front of your mind and you start crying. What you gonna do?

Ps: Its saddest moment to me and someone. But i wonder if she remember about our moment.

Pain Of Life: Do you believe i’m in pain?

akazuma — Mon, 27 Apr 2009 21:06:14 +0000

This moment. I feel i want to kiss her. Why? Really miss her and deeply in my heart i feel empty.

I don’t know what to do this moment. Should i open my heart to new girl or do something about my past relationship. Its not easy to do that and i know its really take time to be able do that. How? Its another crazy question play in my mind. Sometimes, think its better than talk. But keep silence also a best partner for certain situation. Melayu Boleh spirit? Its another stupid spirit and useless now. Might be for others, but not in this pain. Is this love?

Its pain. Do you believe i’m in pain?