Life of Akazuma

Sometimes, i feel bad. Sometimes i feel happy. When i talk to her, i feel like i’m satisfy with my life even i know i’m not happy deeply in my heart. But thats another happy feeling in my heart and i cannot seperate it. Nothing we can do even we want. We know each other too short and i believe its hurt for me to capture her heart easily after she already love other guy. So, i guess its time to pull back. But if i got the chance to stole her, i will do that and that will my last attack.

I guess need to buy more ebook to learn more how to earn money online. Its needed to raise my fund. I hope i can do that and have full support from my friends like titan, rina, gan, ain and others. Just hope my best and pray for me. I can do that and i believe i can do that.

Just miss a lots of thing in this 2-3 days. I will catch up anything i miss and hope i can do something better about that. No need to feel sad or anything. Just do what we should do.

Our financial plan will become better after i do a lots of thing and i guess i need to earn more money and reduce my debt slowly. No need to rush and i guess its time to focus.

Still feel ackward. Still feel bad and i wonder why its happen this time. Sometimes i think i just create a big problem in my life. But it make me think i just failed again and again. I guess its time for me to look for others.

About that girl who always fight with me everyday, we become numb for a while. She too busy with her study and i’m busy with my work. I need to work a lots and do something about money. People keep asking for money and i believe many people want to make money online and fix their finance problem.

Girls have many problem. One of that is money. When they have no money, they will think a solution. So, man is the best solution to solve their problem. So, how girls can offer man to get that money? Its simple, right? Its sex. All men seek for sex. But for best relationship is married. You can get sex, money and partner of life. Thats why i hope, i and her will married. She know my feeling very well. But she know she need to do many thing if she gonna accept me. I leave it to her. To accept me or not..