Life of Akazuma

HUh, i’m happy because she talk with me. Its not easy task and i know its easy to make money compare when i manage to talk with her. I know it sound silly but i don’t care. I believe most of you know if its happen to yourself, you also will do the same thing, right?

Got RM200 because my friends pay me after he borrow my money few month ago. Thanks because never forgot to pay the same amount every month. I hope he will keep this momentum. Not like others loaner who never pay me back my money after borrow it for long time. Huh!

Ps: Life become harder everyday. Did you believe money can buy happiness? Did you agree? I’m agree for certain situation. Money really can buy happiness for many reason.

Seems like she ignore me today. Its fine. I believe that day will come and i hope God with me. Sometimes, i feel like she like me. Sometimes, i don’t think she will love me. But our relationship goes like that. Seems nothing happen but people around us notice something already happen between us. We never want to admit it. But it seems like we can’t run away because people keep talking around behind us.

Why its happen like that? It’s that another part of love story. I’m not really sure. But i know that something going happen to me. Either i will crush or she will happy. Or something similiar like that. Its fine. When the time comes, just accept it and do our best. I hope she always happy even i want she share that happiness with me forever..

Talking something like this in this blog make me feel sick. But i have no alternative to show my feeling to her. I never tell any word like “love” or “like” to her. But both of us know that we already have something in our hearts. Thats why i keep my momentum and hope she will accidently said she love me. Haha..

Sounds crazy. But thats my hope. Ok. Need to go. Need to doing my duty. 5 times perday.