About that girl who always fight with me everyday, we become numb for a while. She too busy with her study and i’m busy with my work. I need to work a lots and do something about money. People keep asking for money and i believe many people want to make money online and fix their finance problem.

Girls have many problem. One of that is money. When they have no money, they will think a solution. So, man is the best solution to solve their problem. So, how girls can offer man to get that money? Its simple, right? Its sex. All men seek for sex. But for best relationship is married. You can get sex, money and partner of life. Thats why i hope, i and her will married. She know my feeling very well. But she know she need to do many thing if she gonna accept me. I leave it to her. To accept me or not..

Why its happen like that? It’s that another part of love story. I’m not really sure. But i know that something going happen to me. Either i will crush or she will happy. Or something similiar like that. Its fine. When the time comes, just accept it and do our best. I hope she always happy even i want she share that happiness with me forever..

Talking something like this in this blog make me feel sick. But i have no alternative to show my feeling to her. I never tell any word like “love” or “like” to her. But both of us know that we already have something in our hearts. Thats why i keep my momentum and hope she will accidently said she love me. Haha..

Sounds crazy. But thats my hope. Ok. Need to go. Need to doing my duty. 5 times perday.

Forget about that hungry matter. Sometimes, it happen before we know about that. Its crazy situation and i wonder how long i can take it. My financial plan goes well. I find what i need and i also need to increase my money with all my money maker program. I need to make money and work hard.Just hope i can do that. If not, i’m going to lose something. She also might be run away if find out that i have bad financial plan. Haha, thats crazy thought, right? Sometimes, people become tired because of that stupid reason. That was we afraid for..

Ps: Bad me. I really love her. Why..

How i can face her tomorrow and another days? She will leaving us in few days and i still cannot make her smiles about my feeling. If she thing i’m another useless guys who always talk crap, i guess its time for me to admit my loss. But i still don’t want to give up. I still believe God with me and her. So, i will try my best this few days and just hope she will give me a chance even i know its really hard..

Ps: I guess my finance management become better now. Thanks to my best friends who always help me. Just my love affair not really works. Hoho..

Sometimes, its disturb me. But i’m not really care about that because we have different thought, different heart, different belly and different mouth. Of course we have different reaction. Sometimes, become annoying is the best way to save your face. Just do it if you think it will be a good weapon to leave someone crazy who really want to talk with you at one dance dinner.

Ps: Human are crazy and unpredictable. We love that way. No need to change it.

Forget about that hungry stuff. I don’t want my belly become fat like others girl do. Eat without control, then angry when other guy said they are fat or useless. Think twice. People never said you fat if you not fat. The fact is cruel. So, just admit you are fat. You angry, but not doing anything. Just keep eating and eat. What the hell is that? Poeple angry, you eat. People sad, you also eat. When you will stop eating? Hey fat girl? Are you listen to me? I guess not because that girl not reading this pain blog. I guess, if you want to know tips how to become fat. You can ask that fat girl..

Forget it.

I don’t care. But will never ask her to leave his lover only because me unless she said she love me. But its hard right and i know its super difficult situation and i don’t think my super melayu boleh guts can help me a lots. I know not many people think i’m a good guy because want to steal girl from others man hand. But my closed advice me another killer suggestion. He said” The best men, wins!” Its doesn’t matter if you do bad thing or not. But once you caught her heart, nothing can cut it. Think again. Might be he is right. I just need to keep trying..

Ps: Did you ever face this pain situation in your life? If yes, share with us in comment section.

Seems like i found light in my life. Not pain anymore..

I don’t know what to do this moment. Should i open my heart to new girl or do something about my past relationship. Its not easy to do that and i know its really take time to be able do that. How? Its another crazy question play in my mind. Sometimes, think its better than talk. But keep silence also a best partner for certain situation.  Melayu Boleh spirit? Its another stupid spirit and useless now. Might be for others, but not in this pain. Is this love?

Its pain. Do you believe i’m in pain?