Life of Akazuma

Just want to update..

I still here, just forget to share something to all of you about my life and stuff. I just wonder if i should continue writing in this blog or just leave it like that.

Then, i decide, i will keep this blog and will update any post if i have time. It’s something hard because it need some part from my routine and task. I hope i can do something and done better next time.

Ps: Wonder..what kind of smiles she will show it to me..

Today is new day. I agree with that. I believe some of you love to hear more about that cute girl stories, right? I need to admit i also crazy about her. It was normal if one guy like one girl, right? So, i’m another normal person on earth. No need to worry about that.

I sent message to her today. She reply back in few seconds. She always reply fast. Unless if her handphone not with her like when she go to bath, cooking, do some sports or when she teaching at class. Ahh, forgot to tell you. She work as teacher. Very shy and quiet girl. Hehe..

Sounds cold. She like in different league now. Might be she have problem and i never want to ask about it. Might be she want me to ask her out for Valentine day. But i will never do that because right now, i’m far away from her place. It takes around 4 hours to reach at her house. So, it almost impossible for me to date with her. Might be she angry with me because never want to date her for 2nd times or she already hate me? Haha..anything can happen. That’s why i just try my best to grab her heart and do my best. Either i got her or not, it depend on us and God. If i got her, i’m happy. Alhamdulillah. This is mean, my doa was give me a good result. I hope. I want her..and Allah bless us forever.

Yahh. Dear, i want you. But in same time, i also want you to love me.

Again, this is about ‘that’ cute girl..

Sometimes, i feel she like me. Sometimes, i thought she play with me. Sometimes, she really like loving me. Sometimes, we feel like strangers. The weirdest thing is we only meet one times. The moment i saw her, i already think, might be she is my girl. It was hard. I try to forget her. I try to not remember that cute girl. I try to not contact her. For a few days. But she comes and ask me for something. I know she can ask others. But she have no choice and ask me. I know she is another independent girl. But before they become independent, they are stupid, shy and quiet girl. So, i know what kind of girl of her. Even i cannot predict 100% like i want, it goes just like i thought and it happen to all cute girls i know before. They are alike. That’s another miracle which created by Allah. I believe she will be mine. Just i need to work hard. If not, she just need to do walk away..

Another thing i found about her today. She know what i’m thinking. But she never know, i have 2nd, 3rd and many thought even if she can predict my way of thinking. I know she is good. But she never found someone better than her. That’s why i’m two step further than her. Sorry, but i know the way of your thinking..

Ps: She bored today. She don’t know what do at her home. Might be she can do some sports? Hoho..