Posts Tagged ‘want’

Vacation: I’m found cyber cafe..

Thursday, December 24th, 2009

Just manage to found cyber cafe at this place. I will never reveal my vacation place. If not, my friends or my boss will ask me to buy many thing for them. Haha..

Sorry boss. SOrry friends. I never want to spend my money for you. I’m a bad guy. Haha..

Sometimes, i need place. I need some empty place. I need to do something difference. Alone. Never want anyone find me and asking for that or for this. That’s why i’m aiming for this short vacation. I know it’s short. But i’m fine with that. I need this short moment. Who know i can find some cute girl to replace her. Who know, righ?

Ps: I love her. Really.

Life: Work as Spy or Fire Fighter?

Tuesday, October 27th, 2009

I’m happy because both of us manage to talk. I call her. She answer it happily. We talk like we fall in love for long time. Both of us know about our feeling. My feeling. She’s feeling. But both of us know our love is another part of art. Another part of life. Another part of suffer. Another part of hardness. Seems like its really hard for us together unless God help us. What can i do, just pray and keep pray. Hope my pray got accepted and its happen like i want, like we want.

We know that we cannot be together. But its fine with me to be at his side forever and back up her with anything i can. Its difficult task compare work as spy or fire fighter job. Its better i guess. What we need to do, keep our distance and never let others people know about our feeling. But i know, its hard like titanium stone..

Ps: One question. Did both of us love each other?