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People and Finance

akazuma — Sun, 04 Oct 2009 11:27:33 +0000

Turn to business mode. Need to find others method to increasing my fund. I want to buy house and car. Seems like my fund is not enough for 10 years. Just hope i will manage to do something about that. I know its really hard. But i believe i can do that.

Ps: People and finance. Something we cannot seperate unless we never have problem in our financial.

Pss: Today is her birthday. But she already married. I hope she happy and have many cute kids.

Financial Freedom and Freedom of Life

akazuma — Mon, 20 Jul 2009 16:28:40 +0000

Feel weird today. One girl said, she love me. Its crazy in first place. But i understand why she said something like that and how it happen and why she start to loving me since 4 years ago. Its really shock to me because i know her feeling from long time ago. Just i’m not intend to make our relation looks bad.

NOthing i can do and i never said i can promise her anything. I’m still single and still want to seek for financial freedom and freedom of life. Thats why i not really care about love even i know right now i’m in pain mode. She really love to play with me. Not this girls, another cute girl that i talk before. Did you still remember about that cute mistery girl?

Ps: I just hope my melayu boleh guts will better than 2 years ago. Why? I wonder..

Finance and Alternative

akazuma — Sun, 28 Jun 2009 01:02:45 +0000

Forget about financial problem because if we talk about that, its never ending. We also need to forget about pain. Nothing will come if we only talk about pain, pain and pain. Its tired and i believe i will not earn anything when talking only about pain or financial all the day.

Sometimes, we need to look for others alternative. If you weak, nothing will comes to you. If you too strong, people afraid with you. So, be a little strong but not weak. Its enough if people know that you not weak. Its hard to make people understand about us, but you must tell them that you are strong person. With that, you can stand in this world even you think you actually really a weak person. Haha..acting strong also another part of this life. Sometimes, its needed.

So, what kind of alternative you seek? Mind to share with us?

Pain Blogger Finance Management Kit

akazuma — Sat, 20 Jun 2009 11:15:17 +0000

I need to admit that i have feeling that she love me. I know about that because she also show a same response many times. Its hard and i guess she also can’t deny that. But both of us just need something like hint or momentum to make us admit it together. I wonder how that can happen and how it will happen. It become worst everyday because both of us try to show our feeling, but its still not happen. Its sounds stupid and like another fairy tales, right? Huuu..

How i can face her tomorrow and another days? She will leaving us in few days and i still cannot make her smiles about my feeling. If she thing i’m another useless guys who always talk crap, i guess its time for me to admit my loss. But i still don’t want to give up. I still believe God with me and her. So, i will try my best this few days and just hope she will give me a chance even i know its really hard..

Ps: I guess my finance management become better now. Thanks to my best friends who always help me. Just my love affair not really works. Hoho..